Well, it has been a lot of prayer, and a lot of yes and no's, but I have decided to put Evan back in public school next school year. I know I tend to be a very controlling person. This occurs in all aspects of my life. As much as I have tried to change, it is a part of me. The one area though that I feel that I can't be so controlling is this area of homeschooling. I have found that I will rely on God more if I put him in school, then if I keep him home with me. I will rely on God through daily prayer that Evan is safe and not picking up bad habits and unGodly things. If he were home with me, I don't think I would go to God as much. Especally with the well being of my children, because again, I would be controlling what they watch, listen to, almost what they would believe. All I can do as a Mom is to give them a firm Christian foundation at home and a strong family unit, and I have to let God take care of the rest......
