Well...it seems that I have caused an upheaval from my last blog, people wondering what exactly I meant by getting a little busier. Well most have figured it out, and we have told everyone in our family, so the secret is out. Yes, Jason and I are going to have another beautiful baby. We are thrilled, scared, excited, all of those emotions rolled into one. I have to say the with my other two pregnancies, I just tried to enjoy them. This little kiddo has made me pretty sick most of the day which has not been fun. I also sit and think too much about how we have been blessed twice before with healthy children, who as of yet have no sickness or allergies or really anything that makes it difficult to raise these two boys. I guess after our cousin lost her three month old baby boy, I have really been concerned. Walking around on egg shells so to speak. Even with maybe a little bit of depression. It seems so unfair to me that while some families go through life and never really know true pain, others deal with it on a daily basis. Do I feel that God gives every life a purpose and what's meant to happen will, whether you want it to or not, of course! This is just one of the promises that God has given us, and I need to remind myself often.
"Oh, that we might know the Lord! Let us press on to know him! Then he will respond to us as surely as the arrival of dawn." ~Hosea 6:3 NLT
What a promise! Just as the sun always rises, the Lord is going to be there for us, for me!!!! I can't ask for more than that.
Fall
16 years ago
